stuck inside a cloud

oh george 💜

what we gave up for lent

• going to Dairy Queen (lol)
• buying ice cream (also lol)

surprisingly harder than you might think

inspo

from this deck of cards for artists:

related:

(from ina garten)

another good look

sharon speaking to me

vibing

none of these would look all that good on me but what looks (sorry for the hectic screenshotting / cropping). courtesy of bode.

(trying to find my old self)

i guess this might be depression

OK, my hard things are not that hard, but I do wanna say that being in a couple…can be hard (soft hard). maybe challenging is a better word. r and i are really not getting along these days, and it’s so sad. he’s frustrated by me being ~less than~ (stressed for two years, sickly, neurotic, no vacations except family obligations, etc etc). which i get. i mean yes, that is no picnic. opposite of picnic, actually. a dungeon. which makes me feel worse. but… what can i do? i’m honestly trying everything (loose use of the word “everything”): acupuncture, stretching, therapy, vitamins, mantras.

i guess i just feel a bit lost these days. like where is that old person. hardly remember what being a fun person feels like (if i ever was one). feel like everyone — especially ross — thinks I’m a debbie downer. which I guess i am?! (am i?) (I beg you to say no)

flowery shirts

absolute nerds

from aminatou sow’s primo-rino newsletter gentle suggestions:

Late bloomers are late bloomers for many reasons but one thing a lot of us have in common is that we are absolute nerds. I love that for us. Lean into it hard. 

I AM SEEN

i think we can all agree