{"id":11271,"date":"2016-04-30T12:23:51","date_gmt":"2016-04-30T12:23:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=11271"},"modified":"2016-06-07T16:06:53","modified_gmt":"2016-06-07T16:06:53","slug":"i-am-41-and-i-am-basically-a-trainwreck","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2016\/04\/30\/i-am-41-and-i-am-basically-a-trainwreck\/","title":{"rendered":"well, you&#8217;re garbage so the rules aren&#8217;t the same for you"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>from <a href=\"http:\/\/roxanegay.tumblr.com\/post\/143464148055\/the-kale-was-talking-shit-to-me\">roxanegay<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I am full of great advice and lofty standards for my friends. Do this, don\u2019t put up with that. When it comes to myself, it\u2019s like, well, you\u2019re garbage so the rules aren\u2019t the same for you. I get mad at myself when I realize this, when I realize how passive I can be, how I try to be invisible in my own life, how I try to not take up space or require anyone else\u2019s attention or energy. Seriously, I am not a role model. I am 41 and I am basically a trainwreck. I am sitting on my sexy couch chewing ice. The ice is great. My teeth are like,\u00a0\u201cGirl, what is your fucking problem?\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>from roxanegay: I am full of great advice and lofty standards for my friends. Do this, don\u2019t put up with that. When it comes to myself, it\u2019s like, well, you\u2019re garbage so the rules aren\u2019t the same for you. I get mad at myself when I realize this, when I realize how passive I can [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11271","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11271","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11271"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11271\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11473,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11271\/revisions\/11473"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11271"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11271"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11271"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}