{"id":18901,"date":"2023-10-17T19:51:32","date_gmt":"2023-10-18T01:51:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=18901"},"modified":"2023-10-22T10:39:34","modified_gmt":"2023-10-22T16:39:34","slug":"failing-lol","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2023\/10\/17\/failing-lol\/","title":{"rendered":"failing lol"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">today was a doozy. have never felt so threadbare. really gotta <em>serenity now <\/em>BIG TIME.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">UPDATE: incredibly today was worse!!!! how can it be? every day getting texts, phone calls from mom&#8217;s caretakers, trying to keep up with her appointments, her blowing them off or showing up 30 minutes late, getting falling down drunk as soon as my uncle leaves. alcoholism &#8212; even on this low-key level (whatever low-key means) is just so bleak. going to my first al-anon meeting thursday (nervous)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">UPDATE 2: did not go to the al-anon meeting :\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>today was a doozy. have never felt so threadbare. really gotta serenity now BIG TIME. UPDATE: incredibly today was worse!!!! how can it be? every day getting texts, phone calls from mom&#8217;s caretakers, trying to keep up with her appointments, her blowing them off or showing up 30 minutes late, getting falling down drunk as [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[1],"class_list":["post-18901","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18901","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18901"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18901\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18930,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18901\/revisions\/18930"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18901"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18901"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18901"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}