{"id":19473,"date":"2024-08-11T18:13:52","date_gmt":"2024-08-12T00:13:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=19473"},"modified":"2024-08-11T18:20:48","modified_gmt":"2024-08-12T00:20:48","slug":"just-signed-up-for-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2024\/08\/11\/just-signed-up-for-this\/","title":{"rendered":"just signed up for this"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i don&#8217;t know why i&#8217;m so \ud83d\ude35\u200d\ud83d\udcab these days &#8212; just 100% kaput. having a hard time finding the joy (besides in whipped cream) and it&#8217;s like, what is my g-d problem. fighting with ross, body hurting, headache always hovering, more impatient with everyone at work, general dread about everything (except days off), even though superficially it&#8217;s all great. i feel like it&#8217;s this weird PTSD with my mom from this past year and always being ready for an emergency. but like&#8230;that sounds sorta bogus and dumb and like <em>get over it<\/em>. but anyway, signed up for this <a href=\"https:\/\/somaticmovementcenter.com\/\">level one course on somatics<\/a>. please let me keep at it. please let me get better! and please still love me while i&#8217;m in this pit!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i don&#8217;t know why i&#8217;m so \ud83d\ude35\u200d\ud83d\udcab these days &#8212; just 100% kaput. having a hard time finding the joy (besides in whipped cream) and it&#8217;s like, what is my g-d problem. fighting with ross, body hurting, headache always hovering, more impatient with everyone at work, general dread about everything (except days off), even though [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[1],"class_list":["post-19473","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19473","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19473"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19473\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19479,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19473\/revisions\/19479"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19473"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19473"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19473"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}