{"id":19782,"date":"2025-03-06T19:34:54","date_gmt":"2025-03-07T01:34:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=19782"},"modified":"2025-03-06T20:08:18","modified_gmt":"2025-03-07T02:08:18","slug":"ugh-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2025\/03\/06\/ugh-2\/","title":{"rendered":"i guess this might be depression"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> OK, my hard things are not that hard, but I do wanna say that being in a couple\u2026can be <em>hard<\/em> (soft hard). maybe challenging is a better word. r and i are really not getting along these days, and it\u2019s so sad. he\u2019s frustrated by me being ~less than~ (stressed for two years, sickly, neurotic, no vacations except family obligations, etc etc). which i get. i mean yes, that is no picnic. opposite of picnic, actually. a dungeon. which makes me feel worse. but\u2026 what can i do? i\u2019m honestly trying everything (loose use of the word \u201ceverything\u201d): acupuncture, stretching, therapy, vitamins, mantras. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i guess i just feel a bit lost these days. like where is that old person. hardly remember what being a fun person feels like (if i ever was one). feel like everyone \u2014 especially ross \u2014 thinks I\u2019m a debbie downer. which I guess i am?! (am i?) (I beg you to say no) <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>OK, my hard things are not that hard, but I do wanna say that being in a couple\u2026can be hard (soft hard). maybe challenging is a better word. r and i are really not getting along these days, and it\u2019s so sad. he\u2019s frustrated by me being ~less than~ (stressed for two years, sickly, neurotic, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[1],"class_list":["post-19782","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19782","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19782"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19782\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19785,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19782\/revisions\/19785"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19782"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19782"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19782"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}