{"id":20555,"date":"2026-07-05T22:02:01","date_gmt":"2026-07-06T04:02:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=20555"},"modified":"2026-07-05T22:02:01","modified_gmt":"2026-07-06T04:02:01","slug":"swirly-whirly-inside","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2026\/07\/05\/swirly-whirly-inside\/","title":{"rendered":"swirly whirly inside"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ok lots to cover including an awesome too-short trip to austin (raise a glass) (more on that later, MAYBE) but the thing that is echoing in my brain today is how can someone be here one day and then just&#8230;gone? i gave ross my mom&#8217;s laptop, but i haven&#8217;t wiped it yet (dragging my feet on most everything), and he asked if i could, and then we were on a rathole journey with her apple id and codes sent to her phone so we had to quit (for today). it&#8217;s just so abstract and strange that someone is here and then they are not and they leave behind all these memories and THINGS. i don&#8217;t miss my mom exactly, but i think about her constantly. it&#8217;s so strange &#8212; that she&#8217;s gone. anyway, unrelated\/related, a good poem. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/Screenshot-2026-07-05-at-11.01.01-PM.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"690\" height=\"880\" src=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/Screenshot-2026-07-05-at-11.01.01-PM.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-20562\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/Screenshot-2026-07-05-at-11.01.01-PM.png 690w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/Screenshot-2026-07-05-at-11.01.01-PM-235x300.png 235w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 690px) 100vw, 690px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/poetrymagazine\/browse?volume=151&amp;issue=5&amp;page=5\">&#8220;missing the dead&#8221; by lisel muller<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ok lots to cover including an awesome too-short trip to austin (raise a glass) (more on that later, MAYBE) but the thing that is echoing in my brain today is how can someone be here one day and then just&#8230;gone? i gave ross my mom&#8217;s laptop, but i haven&#8217;t wiped it yet (dragging my feet [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[1],"class_list":["post-20555","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20555","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20555"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20555\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20563,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20555\/revisions\/20563"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20555"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20555"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20555"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}