{"id":20642,"date":"2026-09-05T18:26:31","date_gmt":"2026-09-06T00:26:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=20642"},"modified":"2026-09-06T10:17:22","modified_gmt":"2026-09-06T16:17:22","slug":"but-time-is-a-trip-actually","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2026\/09\/05\/but-time-is-a-trip-actually\/","title":{"rendered":"but time is a trip actually"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i&#8217;ve lived a lot and feel good about it (mostly) (or at least feel good about where i&#8217;ve landed?) (or rather good, and lucky) but <em>then<\/em> if i <em>really<\/em> think about it all, i&#8217;m like, oh my GOD, time is fucked up, how can it be 25 years since i lived in san francisco (the first time)? or how can it be FIFTY YEARS since [whatever]? how can i have known all these people &#8212; and also lost touch with so many of them? and remembering sometimes when i was brave and sometimes when i wasn&#8217;t and when i was cool and when i was not. times infinity. it&#8217;s a lot to hold. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">unrelated, i saw this little bit about <em>harriet the spy, <\/em>which was a formative book for me (i once carried a cooler, full of detective tools, around the neighborhood in my quest to be like her). i had forgotten that she ate tomato sandwiches and cake (every day!) &#8212; she really was my spirit guide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/IMG_5265.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1009\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/IMG_5265-1009x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-20653\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.9853565027553706;width:253px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/IMG_5265-1009x1024.jpg 1009w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/IMG_5265-296x300.jpg 296w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/IMG_5265-768x779.jpg 768w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/IMG_5265.jpg 1206w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1009px) 100vw, 1009px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&#8217;ve lived a lot and feel good about it (mostly) (or at least feel good about where i&#8217;ve landed?) (or rather good, and lucky) but then if i really think about it all, i&#8217;m like, oh my GOD, time is fucked up, how can it be 25 years since i lived in san francisco (the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[1],"class_list":["post-20642","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20642","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20642"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20642\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20662,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20642\/revisions\/20662"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20642"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20642"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20642"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}