{"id":2095,"date":"2011-03-13T05:43:12","date_gmt":"2011-03-13T05:43:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=2095"},"modified":"2011-03-15T14:04:11","modified_gmt":"2011-03-15T14:04:11","slug":"tubing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2011\/03\/13\/tubing\/","title":{"rendered":"tubing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Tubing2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2107\" title=\"Tubing2\" src=\"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Tubing2.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"450\" height=\"275\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Tubing2.jpg 450w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Tubing2-300x183.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>first, <a href=\"http:\/\/urbanhonking.com\/regarding\/2011\/02\/26\/foodies-are-stupid-being-less-lazy-is-hard-for-me-but-at-least-im-not-eating-an-endangered-species-and-describing-it-as-having-an-orgasm\/\" target=\"_blank\">this<\/a> is a crackup (scroll down to the &#8220;in other news&#8221; section):<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>If there is one word that describes my prevailing feeling about \u201call this\u201d \u201cright now\u201d it is the word \u201cUGH.\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>second, here&#8217;s someone who&#8217;s terrible at goodbyes: ME. so terrible. the worst. can i blame my parents for getting divorced and the awkwardness of seeing one&#8217;s father once at a week and having to inject and then eject myself from his routine every week? YES. sorry parents.<\/p>\n<p>ross and i met in junction last night and today went tubing (?!) (in march?!), which was a super blast, and after lunch, we were heading our separate ways, and he&#8217;s pretty nonchalant about the goodbyes, very &#8220;fun time, see ya,&#8221; which is good and normal, but i&#8217;m all messed up about saying goodbye, and feel very tender, and a strange mix of weepy and cold. like so close to this person but protectively wanting to get as much distance as possible. in fact, today, i just was like, &#8220;ok, see you,&#8221; and didn&#8217;t get out of the car to say goodbye, and yet started quietly crying while sitting in said car.<\/p>\n<p>awesome.<\/p>\n<p>he was super nice about it, but all in all, a complicated way to say <em>i&#8217;m in love with you, i had a great time, thanks for dinner last night, see you in 12 days.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>first, this is a crackup (scroll down to the &#8220;in other news&#8221; section): If there is one word that describes my prevailing feeling about \u201call this\u201d \u201cright now\u201d it is the word \u201cUGH.\u201d second, here&#8217;s someone who&#8217;s terrible at goodbyes: ME. so terrible. the worst. can i blame my parents for getting divorced and the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2095","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2095","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2095"}],"version-history":[{"count":27,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2095\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2119,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2095\/revisions\/2119"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2095"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2095"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2095"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}