{"id":210,"date":"2010-05-27T23:45:17","date_gmt":"2010-05-27T23:45:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=210"},"modified":"2010-05-27T23:51:46","modified_gmt":"2010-05-27T23:51:46","slug":"waiting-to-begin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2010\/05\/27\/waiting-to-begin\/","title":{"rendered":"niki"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>adam bork gave me this amazing sign today. i think it was part of a box:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/photo31.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-211\" title=\"incredible\" src=\"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/photo31-300x142.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"142\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/photo31-300x142.jpg 300w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/photo31.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>lately, today especially, i feel like someone cracked a cascarone on my head and all the confetti is streaming down my head. or maybe it&#8217;s more that feeling when someone does spider hands on the top of your head and you get the shivers down your back. just&#8230;wide open. and ready. like something about to bloom. i keep thinking about that quote from <em>the brief wondrous life of oscar wao: <\/em><\/p>\n<blockquote><p>And that&#8217;s when it hit me with the force of a hurricane. <em>The feeling. <\/em>I stood straight up, the way my mother always wanted me to stand up. My abuela was sitting there, forlorn, trying to cobble together the right words and I could not move or breathe. I felt like I always did at the last seconds of a race, when I was sure I was going to explode. She was about to say something and I was waiting for whatever she was going to tell me. I was waiting to begin.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>adam bork gave me this amazing sign today. i think it was part of a box: lately, today especially, i feel like someone cracked a cascarone on my head and all the confetti is streaming down my head. or maybe it&#8217;s more that feeling when someone does spider hands on the top of your head [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-210","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=210"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":215,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions\/215"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=210"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=210"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=210"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}