{"id":5983,"date":"2013-04-26T05:28:20","date_gmt":"2013-04-26T05:28:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=5983"},"modified":"2013-05-01T14:13:26","modified_gmt":"2013-05-01T14:13:26","slug":"real-talk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2013\/04\/26\/real-talk\/","title":{"rendered":"real talk"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/IMG_2902-e1366955707794.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-5992 aligncenter\" alt=\"IMG_2902\" src=\"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/IMG_2902-e1366955707794.jpeg\" width=\"516\" height=\"688\" srcset=\"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/IMG_2902-e1366955707794.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/IMG_2902-e1366955707794-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/IMG_2902-e1366955707794-768x1024.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/IMG_2902-e1366955707794-1152x1536.jpeg 1152w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 516px) 100vw, 516px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>me today, trying to see photos on my super dark work computer, taken by coworker<\/em><\/p>\n<p>real talk tonight with logan, where she suggested i quit my job, NO SECOND THOUGHTS. heart contracts in both excitement and fear. but what if this is just a pattern? what if i&#8217;m just someone who&#8217;s perpetually dissatisfied, what if i can never be happy? because isn&#8217;t my job so cool? (on paper? in real life?) only a fool wouldn&#8217;t love my job? people would die for my job? it&#8217;s so cool? (actually is so cool about 10% of the time?) is that enough? what do i want? do i want health insurance? do i want to be my own boss? do i want to write a book about donuts? (YES) do i want to be nervous about money? do i want to be nervous all the time? WHAT DO I WANT!!!!!!<\/p>\n<p>things i like:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>glamour<\/li>\n<li>kids<\/li>\n<li>music<\/li>\n<li>drawing<\/li>\n<li>computer stuff sometimes<\/li>\n<li>talking to nice people<\/li>\n<li>having time<\/li>\n<li>having space<\/li>\n<li>having enough money<\/li>\n<li>taking it easy but being productive<\/li>\n<li>reading<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>me today, trying to see photos on my super dark work computer, taken by coworker real talk tonight with logan, where she suggested i quit my job, NO SECOND THOUGHTS. heart contracts in both excitement and fear. but what if this is just a pattern? what if i&#8217;m just someone who&#8217;s perpetually dissatisfied, what if [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5983","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5983","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5983"}],"version-history":[{"count":16,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5983\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6817,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5983\/revisions\/6817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5983"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5983"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5983"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}