{"id":8889,"date":"2014-12-04T01:47:14","date_gmt":"2014-12-04T01:47:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=8889"},"modified":"2014-12-04T03:59:26","modified_gmt":"2014-12-04T03:59:26","slug":"rock-me-on-the-water","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2014\/12\/04\/rock-me-on-the-water\/","title":{"rendered":"rock me on the water"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>in &#8220;hyster systers guide to hysterectomy&#8221; (REAL NAME), i think they should say in week 2.5, you <em>may<\/em> start to feel phases of grief, in a quick rush, and then be done (or done-ish). monday i was grieving, tuesday i felt bitter, today i am feeling glad that i don&#8217;t have to infect a child with any of my weirdnesses or worry about kids being mean. also i started thinking about how i would commit suicide when i get old to avoid a nursing home: do you need a gas oven? or could i keep my pain pills from this surgery for 30 years and OD? can you OD on 20 30-year-old pills? kinda morbid but <em>whatever<\/em> just a brain thinking. also a good song: linda ronstadt, &#8220;rock me on the water.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/h7DqRwo5qxI\" width=\"420\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>in &#8220;hyster systers guide to hysterectomy&#8221; (REAL NAME), i think they should say in week 2.5, you may start to feel phases of grief, in a quick rush, and then be done (or done-ish). monday i was grieving, tuesday i felt bitter, today i am feeling glad that i don&#8217;t have to infect a child [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8889","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8889","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8889"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8889\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8896,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8889\/revisions\/8896"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8889"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8889"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8889"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}