{"id":9765,"date":"2015-07-24T18:13:55","date_gmt":"2015-07-24T18:13:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/?p=9765"},"modified":"2015-07-24T18:13:55","modified_gmt":"2015-07-24T18:13:55","slug":"rotten-maggots-and-fiery-volcanos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/2015\/07\/24\/rotten-maggots-and-fiery-volcanos\/","title":{"rendered":"rotten maggots  and fiery volcanos"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>polly giving great advice <a href=\"http:\/\/nymag.com\/thecut\/2015\/07\/ask-polly-im-36did-i-miss-my-chance-for-love.html?om_rid=AADk4n&amp;om_mid=_BVr-GWB9Dv8WeA\" target=\"_blank\">again<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I wasted years and years trying to figure out how to be cooler and calmer and nicer and EVEN EASIER-GOING. I wasted two decades crying and feeling like a freak and knowing that I had a deep, dark secret: I was all sugar and spice on the outside and rotten maggots and fiery volcanoes on the inside.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL AND EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT THE SHAMAN WOULD SEE DURING MY READING (&#8220;your soul is evil&#8221;)<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I&#8217;m a sensitive person. I don&#8217;t think I even understood that back then. I just thought I was deeply flawed.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>YES I STILL SOMEWHAT THINK THIS ABOUT MYSELF<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>polly giving great advice again: I wasted years and years trying to figure out how to be cooler and calmer and nicer and EVEN EASIER-GOING. I wasted two decades crying and feeling like a freak and knowing that I had a deep, dark secret: I was all sugar and spice on the outside and rotten [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9765","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9765","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9765"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9765\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9767,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9765\/revisions\/9767"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9765"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9765"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bookbinderlocal455.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9765"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}