my motto, too

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it’s me

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guy rubicon, leopard. oil on canvas. courtesy of instagram.

guy rubicon, leopard. oil on canvas. courtesy of instagram.


degrading like an old yogurt

Posted: July 4th, 2021 | No Comments »

this isn’t me (anymore!), but it once was (see the final 2-3 years at ballroom), so it struck a chord. from choire sicha’s new newsletter:

 excerpt about burnout from choire sicha's new newsletter

this cover

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but somehow i’m still alive

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excerpt from “Poem Written in a Cab” by Alex Dimitrov
excerpt from “Poem Written in a Cab” by Alex Dimitrov

stingy heart

Posted: July 4th, 2021 | No Comments »

my therapist said i had a stingy heart and it made laugh so hard at the time, but later it really stung. while i don’t have a stingy heart with everyone, i do with a big swath of marfa, my in-laws, my mom — with honestly anyone who needs something from me. it was a hard truth to hear and also made me feel kinda hopeless. no good google image search for “stingy heart” but scrooge mcduck is as good a substitute as any.

scrooge mcduck via cineramble

me 😢
(via cineramble)