goal: fun, funny, chill?

from saipua (bolding my own) — all i wanted in high school was to go to keg parties and be a pretty, light-hearted girl, and my eternal quest to be chill and fun:

Such calculations seem related to professional imposter syndrome and also linked to my formative years as an overweight kid who circled around the popular kids at school, desperate to fit in. All I wanted was to be thin like the jCrew catalog models of the mid-90’s and have a lacrosse boyfriend.  …

Anyway, grateful to be an adult and have a vacation, full of seafood and seed oils, old Gregg, and to be reminded that there is a world beyond the vortex of worlds end and that I should go visit there more often and work on my personality. (Goal: fun, funny, chill?)