who in the hell

Posted: December 3rd, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on who in the hell

pay attention

Posted: November 20th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on pay attention
Bruce Nauman, Pay Attention (1973) © 2018 Bruce Nauman/Artists Rights Society (ARS), New York. Photo: Pay Attention, © 1973 Bruce Nauman and Gemini G.E.L.

the way i would like to be remembered

Posted: November 20th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on the way i would like to be remembered

from the dispatch:

Tennis legend Rafael Nadal played his last professional match at the Davis Cup on Tuesday, losing to Botic van de Zandschulp of the Netherlands. “The way I would like to be remembered more is like a good person from a small village in Mallorca,” the 38-year-old saidafter the match. “Just a kid that followed their dreams.”

Rafael Nadal, 2020. Credit: Ian Langsdon/EPA, via Shutterstock, via the New York Times.


how to spend time with a best friend

Posted: November 11th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on how to spend time with a best friend

WATCH THREE WESLEY SNIPES MOVIES IN A ROW


“no hurry”

Posted: November 10th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on “no hurry”
just watched after hours for the first time, this scene delighted me

i must agree

Posted: October 24th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on i must agree

annoying

Posted: October 24th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on annoying

had a wellness blood test this week and got the results. things seem good-ish, but then this. :| not as concerned re: the blood pressure (though subconsciously yes) but the GD body fat is really not making my day (or that hip measurement, but what can i do!!!) (GD thighs been my curse since high school but still grateful for legs and thighs, even if they are big)


ok so a little stressed

Posted: October 10th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on ok so a little stressed

having trouble balancing the beauty in the world and all the sadness, feel like I see it all up close at the library, all the suffering (and yes, all the kindness, too), but everyone is going through it, i don’t know how the universe can hold it all. had to cry and listen to music last night cuz it was just all too much. BUT amid all the stress with mom (shattered shoulder, MIA care at her assisted living, fraud on her credit card, trying to schedule surgery/care/finish her taxes), somehow this week I haven’t had a headache!!!! I’m chalking it up to:

  • *a lot* of pasta for lunch, like, A LOT
  • my semi-gross, but protein-rich smoothies — for some reason I can’t get the flavors right but I honestly don’t care too much, they’re merely a means to end
  • reintroduction of electrolyte water powder
  • return to vitamins!!!! Ugh I hate taking them to be honest
  • yin yoga? (tho skipped today so we’ll see if I get a headache today)
  • (intentionally left in) acupuncture needles in my calves?!??

ross thinks my headaches are from HUNGER, lol, don’t think so but the pasta is really helping, so it’s confusing. ok ok more nonsense coming soon, mostly about the myth of sisyphus.


interests

Posted: October 7th, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on interests
  • pull-on pants
  • humidity

Siri play

Posted: September 23rd, 2024 | Tags: | Comments Off on Siri play

…“relaxing guitar music”

(aka vibes at mother’s cafe circa 1996-2003)