nope

i’ve been having this urge all week to tell crush #2 that i’m in love with him, i don’t understand the compulsion, except my heart sometimes just feels FULL, so full, but we just talked and it was kind of awkward and i think i complimented him too many times and now i’m like, nope, i am definitely NOT telling him i’m in love with him. imma wait. and wait. and wait. until i’m totally sure. until i can’t bear it anymore.