this is it?!

Posted: October 20th, 2012 | No Comments »

found this in my gmail, from when i went to europe in 2009 with jonathan and then we broke up in paris and i was writing to alexa and chooks about getting a ride from the airport:

lexy!!!!! chooks!!!!! i get back tomorrow!!!!! i am ready!!!!! although i’ve had a fantastic, croissant-jamming, complicated time! … last day was hellllllllla weird. nothing weird happened, just like, this is it?! for me and j, that is.

it sums it up so well. just like, this is it? basically nothingness. what a waste. the things loneliness leads us to. though it was worth it to have a fantastic, croissant-jamming time. maybe everything just leads us to something.

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