Posted: January 23rd, 2013 | No Comments »

too many things to do in one day. not enough stamina. not enough heart strength. THOUGH this morning, after feeling rushed and ornery, i was able to squeeze in meditating (via DVD) with tibetan monks, doing laundry, doing my tracy anderson post-pregnancy workout (“after you’ve had the baby, your abdominal muscles are really asleep”) (were they ever awake, what baby, please ross don’t overhear this part), going to the gym for 25 short minutes, showering, emptying the trash, filling up my tires, filling up the car with gas, and dropping off the car with the oil change guys. more stuff than i’ve done in three weeks, probably. also last night ross suggested we move into this house together, which we would live in rent-free while he worked on it, which is like, basically, right, my dream? but a couple of months ago, he was (painfully) adamant about NOT moving in to that same house together, he wanted to move in by himself. does he really want us to both move in there? has he really changed his mind? i am excited but also confused and a little gunshy. also someone said this house has ghosts and obviously that is not my preferred home.

today rosa and i drove to a meeting in her car and i was like “wow the air smells so good and woody” and she said “oh that’s the wood in my back seat, do you want it” and i was like “yah” and now there’s a cedar block on my desk and i keep getting whiffs of it and jeesh cedar what the hell you are good.











note: lime cameo

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