down to zero

feeling this these days. also when i left for houston, one week ago, there was a nest above our door, with four loud chirping baby birds. one week later, the birds are all teens, and there are either three flying teen birds hanging out around the nest OR just one little teen bird hovering alone, so i have constructed this whole sad tale about the three friend bird siblings and the one lonely fourth outcast sibling, lonely, wondering where his/her siblings are. WHERE ARE THEY, ARE THEY LOST, HAVE THEY ABANDONED ME.