just searching

my yoga video today said that neck pain “is not seeing both sides…or not seeing more than one side.” also this past weekend i got the spirit animal card “fire ant” — can’t remember specifics, but seemed aggressive.

🤔😡😔

depressing episode of the daily today about the opioid epidemic and fentanyl, featuring this interview with josh lidell, which struck a chord:

my name is josh lidell. i started doing drugs when i was 12 years old. just searching…just trying to find where i fit in in this world…led me down a road of a 12-year addiction. that led me to sticking needles in my arms. to being addicted to heroin and opiates and fentanyl.

how does anyone find their place in the world?