oh goodness gracious

right now i am mainlining hershey’s kisses (swore to ross today that this was my FINAL candy purchase, of all time) (what if it’s true??? what a cool, sad, wonderful miracle) and watching law & order: SVU on my iphone (season EIGHTEEN? peter gallagher now on the show? liv dating that guy from simple men? lot to catch up on here) and wondering oh heavens!!!! what have i signed up for here, and by here, i mean LIFE. here’s what i got:

• trying to buy a house (paperwork, convincing them that i am a reliable freelancer even tho truthfully i might not be)
• if get house, making plan for house and life
• BEING MARRIED
• finishing grad school app by october 1
• researching other possible grad schools just in case
• working on trans-pecos fest
• researching potential jobs
• trying to get jobs???? do i want a “creative” job or a paper-pushing job? because will i be in school or not? will i be in school online or in austin? I HAVE NO IDEA AND IT’S ALL BARRELING DOWN AT ME
• writing one billion thank you notes
• headache stress level at constant