my advice in this moment

how I am feeling right now — always be patient and gentle and kind with anyone you care about — with everyone actually? — and always treat your last words like they really are the last. last time mom and I talked was Friday morning — we were going over her day’s schedule. it was so short, she was cheerful. But I was at work and what did I even say that was loving. Can’t remember. Why couldn’t I take the time, I wonder.