bodies

ok so my feet ARE growing or my arches are falling because my foot is now A FIRM size 11, if not an 11.5, and it honestly DOES bum be out because where are the cutie shoes for the big-footed ladies among us? thank goodness for margaux and loeffler randall but man what the hell? in other body news, i’ve been on this headache diet for a month or so — no caffeine, no nuts, no chocolate, no aged cheese, no bananas, and loads of other dumb things (though i CAN have ice cream and whipped cream and pasta and plain chips, so it is tolerable). but meanwhile i have been doing this new pilates workout and so i’m like, i think my body is changing! but actually no, nothing is changing lol. i have always thought that i have reverse body dysmorphia, because i always think i look all right, but then i see a photo and i’m like WAIT WHAT THE HELL. also had a trantrum this morning about ross leaving and preparing for kid cafe and all the folks coming over tonight amidst all the chaos, so brain is a little FRITZY right now, can we chalk it all up that.