anyone looking to have a chilled & peaceful time

but also you know imma love a playlist with james taylor

literally thank god it’s friday

oh my gosh thank you world for bringing me friday, even though my final project is due this weekend, which means a 0% chill weekend, so i can’t watch NBA or the shadow and bone series on netflix (i read the trilogy and thought it was good but kinda silly — but still FUN; i’m reading six of wolves when i can and already it’s way cooler TO BE HONEST), but even so, i am still praising the world for fridays, for loosening, for joan armatrading’s “down to zero,” and working alone at work in the community room. in related-ish news, i deep felt (ALL CAPS) this sad instagram post from leigh bardugo (who wrote shadow and bone) (which is why i was looking at her instagram) (RESEARCH, REAL RESEARCH). i am her 2010 self, just a sad sack washed out version of myself, no punk rock spirit, loose red face skin, no sparkle, dead dead dead, hair like an old crone, naysaying all day, not even connecting with people i love. i hate it! but that’s why i’m starting therapy again tomorrow. gotta get that fire back. GONNA get that fire back. also gross rude over-generalization, but sometimes i think some women in marfa can be a little demanding in this weird way. END SCENE

good memories

i’m so far away from this spirit these days, but it’s still inside me!

[said in old man voice]

spotted at dollar general

the least i can do!

my new hero

vartan gregorian, scholar and library advocate, from “Vartan Gregorian, Savior of the New York Public Library, Dies at 87”:

“The New York Public Library is a New York and national treasure,” he [Dr. Gregorian] said. “The branch libraries have made lives and saved lives. The New York Public Library is not a luxury. It is an integral part of New York’s social fabric, its culture, its institutions, its media and its scholarly, artistic and ethnic communities. It deserves the city’s respect, appreciation and support. No, the library is not a cost center! It is an investment in the city’s past and future!”

important closeups in this photo:

facts

• i was born to NOT work. i am legitimately happiest doing nothing but reading, relaxing, marinating. does this mean i was a royal in my past life. more likely a cat. or a sloth, i guess.
• the NBA — still my lifeblood
• i am very leaning into my new motto, even though it’s clunky: BE THE BUOY.
• i tried to listen to the big picture’s podcast about wandavision and i legit felt like they were speaking a foreign language, see: “ret conning,” “lieutenant trouble,” etc etc
• emily sent me this and i have to say i’m feeling it — “You’re never going to win.”

i’m feeling these

celine ready-to-wear collections, spring and fall 2021, via vogue.

\ back to taking sky photos /

regular self-care

my sister pulled my spirit animal card today — WHALE — and i am GROOVING on it. total brag!!!!