real talk

Posted: April 26th, 2013 | No Comments »


me today, trying to see photos on my super dark work computer, taken by coworker

real talk tonight with logan, where she suggested i quit my job, NO SECOND THOUGHTS. heart contracts in both excitement and fear. but what if this is just a pattern? what if i’m just someone who’s perpetually dissatisfied, what if i can never be happy? because isn’t my job so cool? (on paper? in real life?) only a fool wouldn’t love my job? people would die for my job? it’s so cool? (actually is so cool about 10% of the time?) is that enough? what do i want? do i want health insurance? do i want to be my own boss? do i want to write a book about donuts? (YES) do i want to be nervous about money? do i want to be nervous all the time? WHAT DO I WANT!!!!!!

things i like:

  • glamour
  • kids
  • music
  • drawing
  • computer stuff sometimes
  • talking to nice people
  • having time
  • having space
  • having enough money
  • taking it easy but being productive
  • reading

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